I keep retyping this entry, I am not sleeping well and all my meds have kicked in. So, Im sorry if this entry is all over the place.
W is out of town and I knew he was going, but I didn't hear from him until I txt him until after 8pm. I am not happy with him. I don't think he does it to be malicious................God, I hope not. I think he is really just a "guy" ...............................................and I Im the biggest sucker in Candy Land.
Maybe I have ridiculously high expectations. I have spoken to a few married Marines who have said their wives' have very similar issues (the guys forgot what their dick's for.) They just laugh it off.
Right now I feel like I am making a big deal over nothing. If he doesn't want me then why the fuck would I stay. I think 3 years post affair and we should be much further along than we are. I think it is time for me to make a decision. A permanent one.
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