What Now?

I am unsure where to go with this blog.  I do not feel the same struggle I did a year ago.  I'm not the same person I was when I began this blog.  I do not know who I am a this point in my life, but I know I want to be better.  I am better and stronger than I was.  I understand that I am not responsible for my husband's condition nor can I change it.  Love does not conquer anything and God know's there is no such thing as Happily Ever After.

I know that my worth is not dependent on the whims of another.  I know that if I do not love myself, no one else can.

I know I want to continue to write but I know not what I should write about.  In a way, I am still lost.  Only now, I understand that I am lost and I can begin to find my way out.

I know I have said nothing with this post.  But from an Irish girl to anyone who still reads this............ Happy St. Patrick's Day.  Maybe next year, I will be in Ireland celebrating the proper Irish way.